Incomplete..

A few days back i was watching Ugly Betty's episode 'All the Worlds a Stage' and was touched by the conversation between Betty and Hilda where Betty is concerned about her love story not changing forever and then Hilda tells her to make her own story and accept herself as she is.

Betty

Well that got me thinking like why do I watch Ugly Betty..coz my story is somewhat like her story hmmm. i agree.. Yes there has been a transformation in me (a cosmetic one) just like Betty and yes there has been some inner transformation as well.

Everybody around me  keeps on saying that "Beauty is skin deep." But most of them are hypocrites including me. Well you have so many good online friends but when it comes to being seen with someone you need a trophy. So whenever someone looses interest after meeting or something I am totally fine with it coz somewhere deep down inside i am way too similar like him. So now when I have become better from the outside then there i something I have lost from my inner self. So where am I heading perfection or imperfection?

A few months back i decided to meet some people and see what it is like to be here.. And yes though i did not meet many people there are two people who made an impact on my life. One of them showed me to love someone irrespective of how or what he is. It does not matter how the person is but you love him coz he is yours.

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

And the other person was not like the typical kinda person i am generally looking for. But he made me fall in love with myself and made me realize that even i can be loved. There are some people whom who cross paths and who change your life forever. Thanks guys. Love you and God Bless.

Today morning i was thinking about the same things and I came to the conclusion that i am an incomplete person and I wish I find a person who helps be complete not just from the outside but from inside as well...